dh boleh buat mini tocang...eh3

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entry: ehehehe...

skrg rambut my Qaisara dh boleh diikat walaupon sejemput jer...tp rase best sbb dpt ikat rambut die... =)

boleh nmpk x mini tocang my Qaisara???eh3
time nie tggu turn nk g
cucur umo stahun... =)

skrg my Qaisara dh pandai tepuk dada ikot rentak lagu lenka.. my heart skip a beat...hik3
& dh pandai jgk pegang air kotak abihkn skotak tu...

pandainyer..
lps tu perut kembung & kentut kuat2...har3

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sunyi...

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entry : tetibe jer kan???

Last week my BIL dh blk Brunei... 2 weeks die duk umah kami sbb my SIL gi Afrika...
Kami htr g KLIA...Flight pkol 5pm..tp kami dh smp sane pkol 2pm lg.. =)..
smpt la mkn prosperity burger...then lepak2 jab sambil tggu counter check in bukak...my BIL nk letak beg kat kargo...sbb tu kene check in manually...

pkol 3:30pm mcm tu my BIL dh g boarding past...then kami pon blk..
smp aje rumah tetibe kami rase lain...rase sunyi smcm je...smpkn my Qaisara x mo berenggang dgn aku...even dudukkn my Qaisara skejab kat dpn tv pon dh nangis smp leleh air mata...

mane xnyer...dh sbln lebih umah kami hingar bingar sbb ade my MIL, FIL, BIL..ramai org dlm umah nie..then tetibe sume dh blk...trus sunyi sepi umah kami...

aku & hata pon ade rase yg same..tetibe kami rase umah nie kosong smcm...x sama mcm time my MIL ade...x same jgk dgn time b4 my MIL dtg...aku sndiri x tau knp..terase hati nie sayu je..kadang2 rase hati nie terlalu sensitip bile ade kat umah nie...hata pon rase yg same...

knp ek ade rase mcm tu???


mncari...mncari... & mncari...mane puncanyer kami rase mcm nie...

perlukn vacation kot...dh lama gile x pegi since ade my Qaisara kot....


Hhhhmmmm......


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Nak tunjuk belang ek???

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entry : jgn la tunjuk pandai...

Arini & esk aku off day...
tp bkn nk cite ttg off day aku..

tp nk cite ttg issue HOT..kat opis aku arini..mule2 BB aku berbunyik aku mmg wat xtau je sbb aku tau tu email dr opis...then tetibe plk tergerak nk check BB..skali dpt email dr newbies...

pong...pang..pong..pang..membebel marah kn agent tech...(abih ko bkn bdk tech jgk ke???)

aku abaikn sajo sbb rase mcm email tu...dr email bdk yg x berpelajaran..yg mmg x profesional langsung...kalo ko rase x puas hati with that agent..Y NOT ko slow talk trus dgn die??..x pon htr email kat die...sound la cukup2 as reminder..nie ko pegi shoot email SAMPAH kat 1 tech dept...alamat nk kene makian puaka la dr senior2 kan???

mmg kiteorg dr dulu x berapa nk sebulu dgn bdk2 baru yg masok dept kami...makin berbulu ade la...eh3

pd aku kalo ko rase ko dh hebat sgt dgn tech SKILL..pls be profesional...kalo rase x mo answer that call yg xde related dgn job scope ko...pi la htr kat dept yg spatutnyer...yg ko gi telan jgk tu knp???pastu kene la mkn makian dr cust...pastu ko nk muntahkn kat bdk2 tech yg lain plk...MOTIF???

then x lama lps tu dpt email dr one of senior tech..mmg kene maki kaw2 la kan???
trus diam...issue nie x diam dlm email je..tp brsambung plk kat BBM group kiteorg...pergghhh!!!!..aku bace statement bdk tu pon..mmg hangin jgk la...sbb rase mcm ko shoot email tu utk ape sbnrnyer??? tuk tunjuk kebodohan ko / nk tunjuk kepandaian ko??? x paham aku...

tp aku x reply apa2 pon dlm email tu..mls nk layan bdk2 yg masih berpikiran mcm 1st lvl even skrg ko berada di 2nd level..eh ye ke 2nd lvl???



...hrp2 tahun dpn aku dh xde kat dept nie lg...



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I'm Tired

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Entry: Mmmmmm...

I'm tired...
Tired to pretending that I'm ok with this situation...
Tired to pretending that I'm fine with what happened surround me...
Tired to pretending that I just ignore what people have done to me....
Tired to pretending that I'm not alert with people surround me....

BUT...
I've tried to pull myself out of that situation...
I've tried to watch every inch surround me...
I've tried to fight back people who push me down....
I've tried to give full attention to people surround me....

BUT...
There's nothing chng as long as Allah said "kun faya kun"....
I knew Allah love's me so that Allah put me in this situation....Allah know I can handle it...so I'll always remember Allah...

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LRT with TOKEN

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Entry : tukar suda...

Aritu aku telah berjimba2 seorg diri ke KLCC atas kebenaran hata..eh3...

MOTIF???
Xde motif aku nk kesana sbnrnyer...saje melepaskn gian sbb dh 2 tahun x g..lama x?eh3

Aku g dgn LRT sajo...skali dieorg gune service baru da..no more card...only token & TnG...tlupe plk TnG aku ade tggl brp rm lg...terkial2 la aku mmbli token nie...eh3

Sgt takut pegang token nie sbb aku x biase..kalo token kedai game aku biase la...ha3..risau aku kalo2 trcicir ke..trtukar dgn coin 50sen...hu3

Blknyer aku reload TnG walaupon balance dlm tu mmg cukup utk tmbng blk..ha3...sediakn payung sblm hujan la katenyer...eh3

Korng rase ok ke perubahan dieorg nie???
Aku no komen...sbb lps nie kalo kene naik LRT mmg aku akan pastikn balance TnG aku cukup utk pergi & blk...ha3

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KPJ Ampang Puteri ~ check in check out katenyer...~

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entry : KPJ ampang puteri...

kalo blogger perasan ade 1 entry gmbr my Qaisara blaja sikat rambut sambil tgn berbalut.. =)

actually mase aku blk dr perak..smp umah dh ptg...mlmnyer my Qaisara pny temperature tinggi...xtau la knp..kurang air kot..tp aku bg je mnum & mkn scukup mgkn..tp tetap cpt panas bdn che mek nie...

so on 10pm kami bwk my Qaisara g klinik & doctor suh g hospital plk..mujo ade prudential...trus kami decided tuk doktor tu tulis surat kat KPJ ampang...aku x tau KPJ tawakal tu dh building baru..thats y aku x mnt g sane...hu3

nak x nak terpaksa la jgk g KPJ ampang puteri...aku igt xmo g sbb doktor dh masokkn ubat ikot montot comey my Qaisara..tp hata plk risau sbb x kebah2 kot dr hari aku g perak...smp kat KPJ ampang pkol 11pm..register segala...my Qaisara masok air dulu b4 tggu utk dptkn bilik/katil...kami req tuk bilik sorang...bkn sbb aku berduit/berlagak nk dok sorng2..tp aku x selesa...my Qaisara pny suara bkn middle vollum..high vollum trus..eh3..lg satu...kang time anak org lain nk tdo..my Qaisara dok ookk..ehhh...ookkk..ehhh..bile my Qaisara nk tdo..anak org lain plk dok uuwaaa!!!!uuuwwaa!!!tu yg aku xmo..cukup la pngalaman masok HKL dulu..terseksa kami dua branak...

1st smp 3rd night kami terpaksa berkongsi bilik dgn 4 baby...day 1..sorng dischrg..day 2..sorng lg..smp day 3..katil dpn kami plk dischrg..mujo la time tu nurse inform ade 1 bilik utk sorng...trus kami accept..xpe la tambah duit siket dr duk sorng dgn 3 katil lain kosong...huk3

time bilik 4 org aku x smpt nk snap gmbr sbb x berkesempatan...yg sempat snap bilik single..ok la bilik die..tp aku more prefer bilik kat pusrawi..lg teratur susunan die dr yg kat KPJ ampang nie..pd aku la..pd yg lain yg pernah check in terpulang pd kotng tuk mnilai...hu3

layankn gambo single room 3mggu lps..eh3

room number & fisio schedule...

dlm wardrobe nie..ade mini fridge.. =)

playing in playroom while waiting her ayah.. =)

waktu nie...aku mmg x sanggup nk tgk...
cukup la aku tgk time kat HKL dulu..
x sanggup tgk my Qaisara...
ksian sgt kat die...
gui my Qaisara smp bleeding sbb ketap gigi tahan sakit...
x sanggup wooo....i trust the nurse
so that i just can watch her from the outside ....
posing sambil gigit straw yakult dgn gumbiranyer... =)
time nk blk dh...
tgh tggu bill dr KPJ... =)

one of my sibling bergurau...
"dh mcm hotel plk Qaisara dgn hospital..suke2 check in & check out..."

time tu rase rase nk bls blk..mak pak die kaye..ape salahnyer htr anak kat hospital yg bagus2..dr htr anak kat hospital biase then komen2 mcm kat HKL dulu..tp pk kn saudara..aku sabarkn aje..buat selamber & pk itu care korang berjenaka... =P

aku pelik dgn org2 mcm nie...nk bergurau tp dlm mase yg same ko mnyindir aku & fmly aku...

ko kesah ape anak aku "check in check out??"...
ade aku mnyusahkn ko ker??
ade aku mnt korng dtg bg mknn kat kami time kami kat hospital???
ade aku mnt ko melawat kami ker???
ade aku mnt korng tlg topup bayarkn bill anak aku ker???
ade aku mnt korng tlg bwk anak aku g hspital???
ade aku mnt korng tlg blikn ubat utk anak aku???
ade aku mnt ko dtg melawat lps anak aku "check out"...???

semua yg ADE diatas tu TIADA ok...semua kami anak beranak yg tanggung sndiri...
aku x kesah pon kalo xde sesape yg mlawat anak aku time kat hospital...
aku x kesah pon kalo dtg x bwk mknn..bkn aku xde duit nk bli mknn slain dr meal hspital(sbb mknn hospital pon ok jgk ape..)
bgtau salah..x bgtau merajuk mcm budak2...

ko dengki ape anak aku masok hospital mahal2???
anak aku ade insuran..aku byr insuran tu...ko ade???anak ko ade???...ade ke xde itu ko pny pasal..kalo rase nk dtg dgn niat melawat mmg bagus...tp kalo ko dtg stakat nk buat lawak mcm tu..aku rase lebih baik kami blk tanpa bgtau kat kamu...

aku mmg pantang manusia mcm nie...aku xtau knp ade org mcm nie...
mmg anak aku slalu kuar masok spital...tp itu ujian Allah pd kami skluarga..xde sangkut paut dgn kluarga ko pon...so..ape yg buatkn ko dengki sgt???


ok la..
aku xmo membebel lebih...
boleh meroyan aku kat entry nie kalo dilayan byk sgt..hu3
cukup la sekadar melepaskn batuk ditangga..ek???ade kesan ker???
pd sape2 yg terase...itu terpulang...aku suarekn ape yg perlu aku luah kat sini bcoz this is my blog...if you hate it...just leave it live alone with her own blog life...


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